so I really hope that someone doesn't come this far to put everything on herself. It doesn't matter though. I didn't write about her or for her in the first place. I wrote on facebook because I want people to donate to the breast cancer cause but anyway the negative reactions from both my parents and a friend or at least a thought she was a friend... I wish I could think of her that way.
but I need to write these things for piece of mind plus out here on deviant art I haven't met like any of you and for some reason it seems strangers understand better.
It always seems that people tell me they know me better than I know myself and I'm not being true to myself.
Anyway I'm tired and I just feel like this is deja vu I never saw coming.
On a positive note I am shaving my head which apparently is selfish especially since I am shaving it for cancer research and going to raise money.
and another positive note I have purchased the hippie car from Cars in matchbox toy car form... WOOT! now if only I could find the real thing... though I wish one would be good on gas and I do like my bicycle... I'm writing this mostly to get my negative feelings and hurt out because I can't sleep like that and because I feel terrible inside well it happens. It feels kinda like a stomach ache though the ache is from emotions.
So I'm sending a question out there in cyber space:
What do you get someone you hardly know but are romantically interested in?
I'm talking a girl but not a girly one though the gender probably doesn't really matter. It's just yeah I'm hoping that something will happen between us and well I'm nervous. Advice would be so great.
Love to all!